Watched the premiere screening of The Fault in Our Stars with bf last Wednesday, thanks Nuffnang for the tickets and I decided to talk a little bit about my feelings and thought here. You probably know or heard about #TFIOS before as the book / title itself is super hot! I haven't read the book yet but I do read alot of good review about this book and all of them are highly recommended whether to read or watch this movie! The story is about a girl who named Hazel Grace Lancaster coping with terminal thyroid cancer that has metastasized to her lungs and her mother urges her to attend a support group to make some friends, there's where she meet her loved one and then ....... I don't really want to be a spoiler here la.


To be honest, if there's not so much of people talking about this book / movie, I will probably miss out one of the most lovably yet touching movie ever as the poster itself don't really get my attention LOL! But the movie is really damn good! I always rate a movie 'good' when it can make me cry so much HAHA! It's because the movie itself is probably only 2 hours or more and in such short time they have to deliver the intended message to viewer especially me and to hypnotize myself into the movie was not easy. If I cry alot and I do feel the pain, I guess it's quite a successful one! When I watch this movie, The Fault in Our Stars! I swear I never every cry that much for a movie before. My tears can filled up pails of water that night and also my emotion... I can say, I hate to watch this movie in the cinema because I have to hold my voice while crying! I'm allowed to cry but without making noise is to hard for me loll!


I guess what makes me feel so emotional is that my beloved grandma do have cancer too and she have to leave us when I was young... So the whole movie gives me a flashback about the feeling of losing your loved one and also to see them suffered with sickness while you are barely able to help and also to see them eating tons of medicine. I cried badly that night and I can't stop my tears even when the movie ended. I sat inside the theatre, waiting for everyone to go out first because I don't want them to see me in my red eyes and I also tried to calm myself down cuz the whole emotional aura just can't stop flowing in my body in my eyes and in my mind. I couldn't speak a word and when my tears were about to stop, I saw a sweet old couple holding each others hand leaving the theatre and my tears started to flow out from the inner part of my heart! Bf was shocked cuz he never see me cried that much and he asked me why. I can't speak to him that time and was just there crying. What goes in my mind during that time was actually... I was thinking how will they react towards each other and what will they think while they are watching this movie? To be afraid of losing each other more? Thinking of how long can they still be with each other? Appreciate more and more? Be grateful to everything? Cherish every second together while they can? .... I admit I was too emotional that day or always and over thinking but this movie really makes me think so much..so so so much.. Booo... stop being emotional. I'm about to tears again HAHA. You just go and watch it yourself okay?


I would also like to share my fav quotes from #TFIOS with you guys! The touching and romantic one!

- “You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world...but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.” 

- “Some people don't understand the promises they're making when they make them.

 Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. That's what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.” 

- “Maybe 'okay' will be our 'always” 

- “You realize that trying to keep your distance from me will not lessen my affection for you. All efforts to save me from you will fail.”  Wowww, This is so romantic isn't it?


And many many more! People who did read the book said that the movie is slightly different with the book but it's still good! Some said the book is even better! I didn't read the book before this movie as I don't want to know the overall synopsis but since the story of this movie is different with the book, I guess I will just go and get a book to read!!! I wanted to know more about it too!


Btw, the movie is really a heart warming, romantic and also it shows how pure true love can be! If you love the book or even if you didn't even read or know about it, please go and watch it! It's such an inspiring one!


Appreciate everything you have now, OKAY?


Oh ya, I've done another set of nail art that is inspired by The Fault In Our Stars too!! Okay ah? :)




I don't have a good brush so those words are really hard for me to draw, but I guess they don't look too bad right? hehehe